Welcome to My Life

I'm up at 6:50am trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with my life. Besides insomnia, the last few days have been filled with life changing decisions that I'm not sure I'm ready for. So what do you do when you don't exactly know where to turn? Turn to God of course and ask for some clarity in all of this life's bullshit. Not exactly sure what the plan is.... but I'm sure that somewhere between sleeping with a friend who I hold dear and possibly ruining our friendship and being cursed out by some random lady who thinks I'm sleeping with her husband {im not by the way lol} is mos def. throwing me off my journey.... So what is there to do now? Just wait and hope that I'll get the answers to which I seek or drown myself in a fifth of segrems gin. Both sound not that bad I guess... Well anyway... Welcome to My Life... there will be some things you love...some you hate...and some u just dont understand...but thats me!