its 5:29am and once again i have a case of insomnia. Does this madness ever end? Today was an ok day even tho it really began at 10pm on account of thats what time i got up. In need of some sexual relations like asap! Everyone is sleep and the only one probably up is the LAST person I wanna be with right now... up talkin about love... hmmm... something ive always wanted.. got it...and now Im dodgin it like its a motherfucking bill collector or a jehovahs witness... Its funny because even tho Ive been dodgin it, this sneaky bitch is slowly sneakin up on me again and won't quit chasing me. Infactuation mixed with a bit of confusion, admiration, lust...all chasing me at once.... I care about someone. But im afraid to allow myself to feel more. He could very well be the answers to which ive been seeking.. MY OXYGEN... mixed emotions that Im going to keep it in the pocket until ive decided what to do with it.
He is everything I've always wanted and needed but I dont WANT it right now? Ass Backwards... But my inevitable truth. I don't want my insecurities to keep him from finding the love he's always deserved. Have I been wat he's waiting for and what he's needed? Maybe... But Im not sure I'm willing to find out. The outcome could be dangerous!
Over and Out... Until Laterrrrrrrrr
Monday, July 21, 2008
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