Reflection

Sailing - Avant

standing before this mirror
stripped of all my clothes
as it reveals all of
my flaws and insecurities
i smile at the things that make me
complete
from the curvature of my hips
to the fullness of my breast
embracing me...phenomenally
mya aint never lied...
as im eying my thighs
chocolate skin beautifully placed
i stare mesmerized by the depth
inside my brown eyes
Naked
Bare
Revealed
Unveiled
watching my reflection stare back at me
as a euphoric feeling basks in my physical beauty
...sailing
vibing to the smooth sounds
in the background
rubbing me...
loving me...
non sexually....
yet so sensually
enjoying all the makings of me
as my hips softly dip
winding to this slow grind
admiring the arch of my back
wishing i could stop all time...
if only i could sit here forever
freed from all the adversity of
just being... not me..but just being
exciting without fault
embracing every stretch mark
every single blemish
i was beautifully created
God smiled when He finished
and today... i smile as well
because ive found that place
that sets me free
mentally
emotionally
physically
spiritually
...im loving me
im on this long journey called
a fantasy
free from rejection
"...when im sailing ....it takes me away"
and when i return i find....
that im simply staring back
at my own reflection
and thats the greatest trip ill ever take
..the one on the inside of me